xiii Broken.

I’ll destroy this useless heart.

I’ll mess it up so it’ll never beat again.

Not just for me but for anyone.

It suffered too much.

xii Pushing Me Away

The only time you're listening is when you're alone.

The only time you'll start thinking is when you're left behind.

The only time you come to your senses is when everyone ignores you.

Nobody is giving me much attention that I need.

Life is never interesting enough.

Betrayal made my life even worse.

And today, I gained a trust.

And the others, putting me in friendship dilemma for gaining the trust.

I don't need this now.

xi Enemy

Who is it that I've been fighting for?

Was it you?

Was it her?

Or was it for myself?

A fail judgement that I have yet to see.

The true enemy I should fight is myself.

Hello, dear enemy.

I should know that I have to make my mind soon.

Everyone around me keeps bothering me with the simplest job.

That I have yet to execute.

They made me suffer for their own good.

But I'm letting them.

The true enemy remains.

Myself.